Mr Kellan is 2 months

Kellan had his 2 month check up today. I was betting he weighed about 12 pounds and I was right! We have a chunk-a-roni on our hands. He handle the shots ok, the oral vaccine however made him choke and he couldn't catch his breath. It was very scary, his whole mouth and chin turned blue. We had to stay and do an oxygen test after that. Thankfully his numbers were perfect. We are home now, and he has basically slept all day, he only wakes to nurse. Poor baby, I hate seeing him like this. Here are his stats:

Weight 12.2 (65%)
Height 22.0 (12%)
Head 15 3/4(50%)

We have a shorty on our hands. I cursed him with that, hopefully Wes's heighth will play a part soon and he will grow big and tall.

Somethings we are doing now:
He is very vocal. Ooooh's and ahhhh's all the time.
Loves to bat at his toys on his playmat.
Absoloutly HATES tummy time.
Peed on daddy's foot, and hosed down our couch.
LOVE'S TO SMILE

I can't wait to see what month 3 will bring!!

I Will Always Remember

Today marks tthe one year anniversary of our loss. I went back and read my post from that day and cried. What a sad day that was for us. I will always remember the rain that day, I will always remember the feeling of absoloute hopelessness and sorrow. I will always rememebr feeling guilty for I was the Mom, how could I let this happen? I will always remember the physical pain I felt in my heart, it ached so badly. I will always remember that you were a part of me and always will be.

6 weeks

Had my 6 week post partum appointment today. Everything went great, actually better than expected! I weigh 10 whopping pounds less than before I got pregnant! Thank you Mr. Kellan for eating non-stop and literally sucking the life out of mommy! Best diet plan ever! Now I just need to come up with a plan for once he stops nursing. Here are some recent pic's of little or not so little Kellan!